what we gon do?

Twan is on the way, all I got to say is
It wont let go
You can pray to early May, fast for 30 days
Still it wont let go, oh
Got a good book and got all in it, tried a little yoga for a minute
But it wont let go, oh
Tried to turn the sauna up to hotter, drunk a whole glass of ice cold water
But it wont let go, oh....

[Changed The Lyrics Around..

to be cont.]

something in your blouse got me feeling so aroused.

one minute.
hold on.



okay so my brother did something stupid yesterday and didnt come home cuz he knew he'd get murdered if he came back. finally got in contact with that nigga and now he back and im the only one who talks to him ..sorta. school school school. BORING. shit was boring as hell today man but man this niggas be wildin up at that bitch with guns and shit and the nigga who was talkin the most shit. usually? ALWAYS get they ass beat. besides that. dude had a 38. special and a duece deuce. im only speaking on it cuz id hold both thos. real talk.

finally got home tho. was hungry today. i cooked and everything..and didnt even eat. df right? shit man chilling basically. aye jay a cool as nigga bro. i just noticed how cool he is. shoutsout to my nigga. and i noticed diamond let me a comment on my last blog. HELLO my BIG tiddah friend. any way..

BreatheEAZY (2/26/2008 9:49:49 PM): imma be fuckin yall gon be on the power tower.
j a y . ™ : I don't go on rides nigga. j a y . ™ : LMAO
BreatheEAZY (2/26/2008 9:50:57 PM): shid, i do.
BreatheEAZY (2/26/2008 9:51:13 PM): i aint wasting thrity dollars for nothin. i gotta get on something.
BreatheEAZY (2/26/2008 9:53:27 PM): imma have the hoes winning bears n shit to bring my other hoes lol
j a y . ™ : LMAO!
BreatheEAZY (2/26/2008 9:54:13 PM): thats how u gotta do it. "Bitch go win me a scooby doo!"
j a y . ™ : Nah, I don't got them like thaqt.
j a y . ™ : I be like... j a y . ™ : "Bae... Come here."
j a y . ™ : "Yes, baby?"
j a y . ™ : "Don't you wanna win me a stuffed animal I can have to sleep with like its you?" j a y . ™ : "Aww, yeeaaaa..."
j a y . ™ : [two hours later with a new bitch]
j a y . ™ : "Bae, come here."
j a y . ™ : "Yes, baby?"
j a y . ™ : "Hmm, I won this for you."



BreatheEAZY (2/26/2008 9:55:43 PM): LOL
BreatheEAZY (2/26/2008 9:55:47 PM): fucks that
BreatheEAZY (2/26/2008 9:55:51 PM): i be like...
BreatheEAZY (2/26/2008 9:56:01 PM): " aye!"
BreatheEAZY (2/26/2008 9:56:06 PM): "yes daddy"
BreatheEAZY (2/26/2008 9:56:16 PM): "you see that scooby doo over there?"
BreatheEAZY (2/26/2008 9:56:20 PM): "mhmm"
BreatheEAZY (2/26/2008 9:56:40 PM): "go win that bitch and if u fuck up you stuck out here til next summer"
j a y . ™ (2/26/2008 9:56:49 PM): LMAOOOOO
BreatheEAZY (2/26/2008 9:56:49 PM): [2 hours later]
BreatheEAZY (2/26/2008 9:57:04 PM): " i won you all the teddy bears here daddy" BreatheEAZY (2/26/2008 9:57:20 PM): [ give you and the boys some to give to yall hoes]




man we silly. fuck it tho.
so yea.i just noticed how much i really like her. even tho she got a goooooooood long laugh in at me last night i just noticed. like damn. you is wassup . like no matter
how big how small. seem like we can actually talk about it. and i never had that before.
seriously. things that you say really have me like," who else would say this but you".
then other times i be like " man i like the stupid shit you say and do". and its vice versa.
it really seems like nothing or no one cuz make a differents unless its either of us two.
imma keep you around. cuz we got a couple knot to straight out. and we know we bout aint prefect. but thats what we like bout one another. some might thing they know was going on who im talkin bout. doubt it. mnd ya biz. big nose know who im yappin bout.

How many ladies in the house
How many ladies in the house without a spouse
Something in your blouse got me feeling so aroused
[What you about?....]

okay,

As long as you need me
I’m down for whatever hommie as long as you feed me
I pull the big joints out as long as the TV
Or I can play my part and just breathe easy right…
(By your side)

as long as you need me.
hmm this song is real. i like ill be by your side whenever u need me.but anyway i had a pretty simple day. missed my pillow buddie fone was died. hung out with my dude. chilled played the game. OH and took a nap. its night time. i just wanted to update for thous who actually read this.
i love yall you know. even jay weak ass. and siyaaaaaaaaah :) if u see this hey sweetheart :)
chinaaaaaaaa you too. i aint forgot about you, you know who im talking bout Big Nose. iight
shit. fuck. yea.


[By Your Side]

at least thats what the homies told me...

Aye real talk this song is like the only bow wow song i will ever take serious and he didn't even write it. but if u listening to the lyrics {thanks to pharrell} you'd actually feel it. like this shit is some true shit. and niggas dont even be taking life seriously. they think life is only as big as there hood is or there cities is. its people who don't even live there states to see how only places are. the world is a very big place no matter how many times u been a place its always more places to explore. I'm tryna make my move outta here and get a new thing going getting to no other cultures and experience new things. i mean its here for a reason why not explore. its always more too learn and i think i learn something new each day whether its big or small.

yea so yesterday i worked man. we was short handed yesterday so i had to make food and other things i didnt even get to be on register today. and i think i washed dishes for about 4 hours yesterday and prep'd food for at least two hours. man by time i left i was wet and smelling like hard taco supremes. :(

i wasn't feeling good later that day and i end up falling asleep on Krystal. so imma get beat up later on i just know it. woke up talked to china weak nasty fast ass then my phone turned off. ain't that a bitch? but i paid the bill :).

shit. i bout to do a track today i just feel it in my bones.


[gets pen and pad]

L.I.F.E.

Young and confused
With nothin to lose
But somethin' to prove
My hunger my views
I use them as tools
To refuse for the sake of rebellin'
Breakin the rules and yellin'
Tellin them to come and walk in my shoe

so yea, i been like debating if i would write a blog or note for about a day and a half now.
like last nite i was in the shower just thinkin like. wtf do i do now. like i remember i was in school one day and we was talking about where do we see our selves in 5 - 10 years. and i couldn't even see my self at eighteen. or grown. and as the days creep up, im glad i don't feel that way anymore but its funny how things get pushed up on you that you never had pushed on you before. and one thing i gotta learn is to stop worrying about what people think. even family. i used to be so worried about letting them down that i forgot about my self, and that this is my life and i gotta worry about me first before anyone or anything else.

Another thing is, man when i was younger i was super lazy. like didn't wanna do shit and i know why now. it wasn't because i didn't want too or just too lazy, its because i have/had a serious problem with authority. i don't like people telling me nothing or what to do. but the funny part about it i was scared to speak up for my self. and in the lastly years ive came to realize that, i don't give a fuck. like im done being what people wanted me to be and worried about other peoples opinions. and im starting to finally focus on what need to be focused on and thats antwan.

also man im really getting sick of my job. like that our so unorganized and annoying and everything. and im tired of my hours change every week wtf i mean damn keep that shit steady. but im finally looking for another job and im really really hoping i get the fuck outta Michigan sometime within the next year or so. im just really wanna get the fuck outta here like, michigan isn't a bad place to be. but when moneys involved i know i can have a way better opportunity else where. and im not saying that there isn't any jobs. its just way more difficult that other places.

then i start thinking about relationships. i know i know. the same topics seen to occur over and over here. but hey bitch! these are my blogs. read it or die. but anyway eh, i just be wonder what if alot now. and im not even in one yet. but im just don't wanna jump the gun or i dont wanna be let down. i want everything to happen how its suppose to. and i know the saying " if its meant then it will happen" but if it don't, i think that id be really done. like seriously, because like , i see like as god presents new people in my life one after one, they do seem to get better and better. and its like damn this is like the end of the rope, it don't get much better than that twan, so u gotta be on your p's and q's.
and i think im blessed for real for real for all ive been through and the downs to start to turn around in 08.

so damn lupe fiasco "gold watch" keeps playing and my damn music player id on shuffle.
so i guess that means one thing.

[yea yea, she loves it over here
its just, yea yea she loves it over here]



...yea im talking about you .

check the blogs.

im glad tha others didnt work..
cause that would mean..
there'd be no me..
and YOU..



[WORD]

so yea..

[cough] plays superstar...

this is for you..you...my number one...


audio.crack: Dang, I didn't even know.
audio.crack: Aw, who you crushin' on boo?
audio.crack: I want details.
BreatheEAZY: its all in the blogs babe
audio.crack: Like her pics and stuff or what?
BreatheEAZY: oh she got blake.
BreatheEAZY: its just words in my blog. its a gif of her in my first blog tho
audio.crack: Well give me the details... I don't feel like researching.
audio.crack: Just tell me!
BreatheEAZY: i mean shes somebody i just been talking to alot recently. she just real real cool so we just get along real good. remind me of me basically.
BreatheEAZY: if u wanna see a pic ill show u
audio.crack: Yeah, what's her Blake?
BreatheEAZY: lapdance. its o n my page.
BreatheEAZY: on*
audio.crack: K, will go look.
audio.crack: Bout to restart my phone, brb.
BreatheEAZY: k
audio.crack: Okay, my net is slow. Show me a picture of her.
audio.crack: she's pretty, I saw her Blake.
BreatheEAZY: oh
BreatheEAZY: yea i think shes gorgeous
audio.crack: Lol, that's good.
audio.crack: You must really dig her.
audio.crack: I've never head you say that about a chick.
BreatheEAZY: never have really. but shes cool as hell
BreatheEAZY: im really really diggin her.


Front row, there I am
Jumpin' and hollerin' waving both hands
Would you notice me, Little me
Drove twelve hours girl just to see
Your pretty face one more time
Bought my ticket I was first in line
This is a metaphor to show how I adore (I adore you)
Baby I do


and there you have it, im diggin....her


[dips out]

From,..

stayin up late talkin on tha phone..
got me in tha zone can't leave 'em alone..
wanna be more but dont wanna rush it..
makin me smile even harder
blushin turnin a brighter red
then fire engine red.
puttin good thoughts in my head.
dreamin of you puttin me to bed.
in a GREAT deep sleep.
hope i'm somethin you can KEEP.
my heart seems its in reach of your hands.
will you promise to be kind to it?
i sure hope so..
'cause im FALLIN..
for YOU somethin crazy
SUPER FAST.
seriously hopin it lasts.
cause i got faith in you
& THE TEAM.
for every night i dream
youll be the one
for me.....
got people hatin cause
i wrote your name on my hand.
they just mad cause you my MAN..
HAHHAHAA


Means alot coming from you.
and when i read it over and over i actually feel like you mean it.
and im pretty sure you feel what im feeling.


BUT ANYWAY imma save that for a later date, let me stop gettin soft on my blogs. my viewers gon think imma lame or something GOTTA KEEP MY REP.
nah but shit today was a pretty boring and regular day. just chill
basically talkin to the person i always talk to everyday, yep its a routine now!
then my dudes came by chilled and played MARVEL vs. CAPCOM 2 and kept gettin my ass beat. and im mad ,"like how the fuck you beating me at my house in my own FUCKIN game!". so they had to leave i couldnt have that shit. bitches... so yea i gif'ed krystal not too long ago Look!




sexy right, now if i could get all that excess bullshit off her face it would be great.
imm have to find one of my online buddies who know how to GIF or got a link to where i can get one to give me one. yall fucks be knowing where everything is and dont share. selfish as bitches. so today this nigga jay talkin bout im GAYfontin i didnt think so you be the judge,..

j a y . ™: THIS NONDRIVIN' ASS NIGGA.
BreatheEAZY: nigga i can drive
BreatheEAZY: bitch wouldnt let me over
j a y . ™: Whoaaaa.
BreatheEAZY: was good man
j a y . ™: This nigga get's gayfonted when he gets a girl.
j a y . ™: BE A MAN.
j a y . ™: WE KEEP BLACK, BRO.
BreatheEAZY: df who!
BreatheEAZY: know u aint talkin bout me
j a y . ™: YES.
j a y . ™: YOUR FONT
j a y . ™: .
BreatheEAZY: bitch on my moms lap top its blue fag. my comp in the basement is black
j a y . ™: LMAOOO!
j a y . ™: LMAOOO!
BreatheEAZY: lol i hate chu
BreatheEAZY: diss track alert
j a y . ™: LMAO @ DISS TRACK ALERT
BreatheEAZY: hell yea this nigga tryna fire me cuz of my font
BreatheEAZY: frie*

BreatheEAZY: happy my nigga?
j a y . ™: YES.
j a y . ™: EXTREMELY.


i hate this nigga. look bitch just cause know one likes ugly tall fag ass niggas dont mean anything. nigga you just too damn tall. now its cool to be tall, but when u gotta buy two beds just to fit ya whole body on just to be comfortable then you too damn big. i think its time you ask shaq for his bed.

man.. its 2 in the AM and im super bored. like i was just playing SOCOM II US Navy Seals, and i forgot how hard that shit was. all that being patient shit has been play out i wanna run up on a nigga and " POP POP POP!!" , SNAP a neck or something. i sitting running up on niggas and some nigga beat the shit outta me with his gun. bitch.

as i things keep pushin along, im still seeing people worried about wtf is goin on like my life is a soap opera this aint " AS The World Turns and all my children or whatever else old depressed hoes be watchin" [no offense old depressed hoes ] and asking questions who is him/her,
why they on this and that, BITCH! shut the fuck up, damn yall like lil ass females gossip and running yall mouths and worried bout shit that dont got anything to do with you. that shit needs to STOP in 08 man forreal. i told krys i wanna skydive, ion think she to fond of that but imma make her do it, you ready ?




[ pushes you out the planes and jumps too ]

hmph

I'm reminded of my first crush

the wobble in my knees, first touch

summer love ice cream come

nights shared with you nights spent alone

butterflies, first love

sweaty palms embracing a first hug

I'm moved to say in thought of you

I can't imagine living life without you

my nigga dwele,

the key word in this is first and i like that at this point alot of first are going on.

forreal its about fucking time you came along dammit, and dont fuck me over loser.

anyway was the deal kids, im back bored and tired. i slept good last night thanks to my pillowbuddy. And last night i watched jumpers. it was a pretty good movie i can tell its gonna be a part two or maybe even three. my sci-fi ass always be liking shit like that. i mean teleporting whereever the fuck i wanted too. fuck a car fuck you and your mom. id be everywhere fuck the LAW. the first place id go is to krys house so we can have lots and lots of fun. then id teleport to jays studio and lay a hot ass verse down. then id visit grams and so on ionno after that. maybe to japan to become a ninja ionno.

so kanye's addiction is playing.... man i be inflicted with all three. i be wanting to fuck the shit outta a chick. then rooll a blunt and count my money. but nah i had to go to rehab and get my shit straight, no more weed, but still sex....shit i think i need some while we on the subject. [calls krys] you better make me some food when u done and turn that shower on, we aint done yet!

[lol jay if your reading this see if you know who im talkin about]

man, okay so i been surfing the online communities ALOT lately and i been seeing the same chick that in everyone sig or avi or page and im got to thinkin.. she reallly gets around the net computer and all the phone boning she be doing gon get her phone crabs and shit crawling in her ear and her fingers gon turn purple. im like DAMN this [lil] motherfucka is everyhwhere. and it made me think im glad i did what i did when it came to that cuz that shit isnt cool in real life or online. note im not hating, im just saying... come on she was 07 dude...

so yea now estelle is on i like this american boy song. if i had a european chick id be to busy laughin at her damn accent then anything. but give me a nice brazilian chick and we can make a couple flicks ya dig.... me and krys was talkin and she was tellin me about her and her bestfriend ACTUALLY discussion doing a porno for 3 million dallors and it had to be with your bestfriend. im i wrong to fuck the living shit out of you and be sittin in 3 million dallors? girl this some million dallor cum right here! u better take it!

lol but hmmm, how about all 3 of us :) i think that would be kinda fun... i promise i wont be touchin on shay like that. I PROMISE!

oh and jay, nigga fuck you. imma driving master. i do this shit. fucka.

im out

[teleports to your moms house]

So..

its kinda funny how things change within season/
and if anythings happens it happens for a reason/
i cant forget ya girl ya figure is so appeasing/
and with every pic to my phone i no you teasing/
don't gotta doubt my skill known for pleasing/

i'm sorta like a camera only wanting you cheesing/

so, basically i'm call end my day off by saying.....
when your feeling a certain way for someone you should speak up and say whats on your mind. don't keep it all bottled up what if its important? what if its life saving? what if it could change the world as you and i know it? alot of what ifs right? with that being said i just wanted to add jealousy is a mother you know? and you wouldn't have to be if you spoken up for what you wanted. NO ONE and i mean ON ONE from MY KNOWLEDGE is a mind reader. so express ya damn selfs let people know. you cant be mad if someone you been kicking it with happens to pop OUT THE BLUE he he... and is doing new things gotta dude and is doing them...wtf. and its not anyone else's lost but yours. HA! BITCH! YOUR FAULT! lol, but anyway im directing this to losers getting they panties wet over Krystal and i. [ AT THE BUZZER] shoots...and scores... now we'll continue with are nite.

whats today...

Man i woke up with the worst headache ever. i never had a headache like i had last night man that shit was crazy. so if i do have people reading this, imma say hello to you. good afternoon. anyway to kick this shit of, i almost got into a accident yesterday.and some will say , " but aye nigga didn't you just crash your jeep" well fuck you!. i was driving a Tahoe yesterday and its big as hell. so if a nigga tryna get in the lane let a nigga in. so well im tryna get in, the ass in front of me smashes his breaks for no apparent reason. so im smashing mine and the car behind me was still being a bitch. i should of got out... anyway, then another asshole ran a red line when im suppose to be going and spun out and almost hit me and now i got whiplash :(...i hate Detroit drivers!. fucking fags. so yea i got in the damn tub...yes niggas still get in the tub. so yea that was yesterday. and that damn truck drinks gas like that shit kool-aid. all put 20 in there all of it was gone in half a day..



moving on, ive been peeping jay's blogs and damn that shit BE LONG lol. so it had me thinking... damn wtf is his live that interesting or is he just a exaggerator lol. so i decided to write more.
one day imma have all these fancy pictures to post with futuristic watches and nike belt
( yea im hating). so man i been slacking on the rapping tip its like i make a song once a week wtf, i need to get back on the grind. i used to have songs back to back to back.. maybe i ran out...



third paragraph woot jay here i come man, so yea im noticing that im getting alot of attention whenever a girl is in my life, like df? why y'all don't acknowledge me when im single, now its twan you gotta boo now? oh you cheating on me? bitch wtf? u barely was talking to me now you wanna have the spot light DF? [cuts the power].

krys

i know u like this


or..

rewind

so a couple days ago,
my we was pose to go to a party so im like iight kool imma go. so dude was like yo ion got no room if u ride with such -n- such have them follow me. im like iight kool. so dude come get me and my brother and im callin this nigga. this nigga tell mes he at his cousins iight kool. i call him when i get there he like um.. we at this party.. im like wtf.. annoying right?

Sunday Now Monday

hmm why is it when im looking for someone, no ones around but when someone decides to come fill that void, everybody and that moms wanna be on my dick?

well man i been up early this morning thinking like whats going on? whats my future gonna turn out to be...ionno just thoughts running through my head. anyway i was at work and these niggas talking bout im gay because the gay dude be talking to me about crushspot like everyday im at work. lol funny i no right...but man on another note, things are going better good in 08 already.
im saving for my car, im gettin my school together. oh and me and krys sleeping together now.
im loving that! kinda like i found something ive been looking for since i ever started lookin ya no?
bout time someone got me and what im all about. im her first for things that matter and vice versa my dude you know? im diggin it. but yea its monday.. im bout to start my day off, ...
open the door and let me out..