25.6.08

Newness

thats all i feel when i think bout you tho. wow i feeel so different so like damn no one else matters when it comes to me n you. im not prefect nor are you. and we discusss things like this but in the end we always come to the same comclusion. that its me and you, til the worlds is thru. and thats why im still here.

well guys ive beeen long gone for so long.
so lets see.
- i got hired at a new job
- my dads crib burnt down
- he lives in a apartment where i sleep on the couch
- um im still handsome ( but my heads bald lookin right now)
and
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- i got a hole in my leg.

i got bite and it got infected... so its 2 big holes in my thigh and i gota let em heal before i do anything ;(.
crazy huh. well i knew yalll missed me. if u didnt then....u didnt.
imma try to update more often.

[i love her, and i never leave her lonely]

17.6.08

thanks...

i havent felt this bad since i got in that near death car accident...

here i go

well well well, look who it is.

its me tho, wow right. whats the with ppl tho. lets start with that. i mean, keep it real. like alot of shit has happned that got me llike damn who is really here to actually fuck with me. schools out and im just tryna enjoy my shit but ppl steadly bringin up new topics everyday that have nothing to do with them. like i try to be nice and ya know let the shit float on by but damn, now u bringin old shit back up. nigga keep it pushing. and then i dont no how many times i told the world jealousy a weak emotion. and niggas are having it worst and worst. i mean keep that weak shit to yo self.
me and pops are really on best of terms so everytime im around him we always gettin into the same convos and him and his baby momma double teaming tryna make me feel guilty and shit. but i dont. i really, dont have any emotions at this point. like shit dont reallly faze me. like im through lettin shit get to me.

we beeen getttin our shit together and thats whats up, arguiing and fighting is pointless, and feeling doubtful isnt kool either. i want shit to be straight. no drama no nothing. just real life shit. stuff that really matter. not stupid shit.

its eaarly as hell. ill blog forreal later