7.5.08

check

man what is it with you....

ive heard your hard to read
ive heard your the meanest perason
ive heard no one would accept you because of how you are
ive heard that with your attitude love wouldnt find you
ive also heard you were a bitch
ive heard you never let anyone in
ive heard you the most difficult to deal with
ive heard your stubborn
ive heard your a unsolved problem
ive heard you dont share your emotions
ive heard you keep everything hidden
i heard you have been hurt and but like "blahhh" when it comes to the "L" word....

but.....

i know your like a hard candy with a soft center
i know your sweet and kind
i know your easy to talk too
i know your shy, but has slowly opened the door
i know your mean, but not to me

i know i appreciate you
i know i wouldn't let what ppl say make my decision
i know that id never go anywhere.
i know you tell me you hate me
but i know the truth

i know your lucky dont get it twisted.
i got xray vision i see right through that
you love me.

fin.

6.5.08

goin down

welp let me update.

birthday was a success. better than i expected. damn i got drunk, i got to hang out but i also had to work. sucked. but wasnt as bad as i thought. im still feening for a xbox. i been over my cousins alot just to play GTAIV. wow thats something i gotta have. alot of people saying im goofy for wanting one. but damn its wtf i want. i don't go around telling yall what yall should get so chill. ho. these niggas make me sick. tryna tell me what to do with my money. nigga go buy yo week and not make no money n shut up.

speakin of that, i gave my brother 50 buck to start his hustle cuz he was practically begging. so i did and this retart goes and buys the worse case of weed i ever saw in my life. this she was so shaky. everyone in the hood is complain lol. giving me a bad reputation! cnat have that. so he made my fifty back and tryna get me to put back in. im like IM STRAIGHTTTTT.

so i ended up giving my mom some money she better gimme it all back or imma be mad. thats my birthday money. thats my xbox money! shit.....

i wrote a lil poem ahem here goes.

Dear Lady,
miscommunation must be a pain,
thinkin that your alone, no umbrella in the rain
but i came to the decision that maybe we're all trippin
no frontin this way, your character is what im missin
a man on a mission, and my target is your precession
to get you in that position to be gettin all thee attention
listen, alot is going down but nothing that cant be overcame.
see in my brain is a dream that we can progess doing the same.
this like a war of emotions, and yea you got the potion
the antidote to my boat thats sink and u keep afloat
puff my inhaler to forever keep hope alive
i no youll ride, but soon your been in the position to drive
so stay on course i see they tryna drive you off road
dont get soft stay strong dont stop moving baby keep going on
imma congratulate ya
no time for hesitating
no fear im here when u need restoration.
ill revive the love in side i put my life at stake
ill never leave your side no matter how much they try to hate.
dont think my feeling is dry you help me live.
so imma stay as long as you down ya dig?

Sincerly yours...