yup

welp,

im seriously like left in confusion. i don't no which way my ship is sailing. i don't no what the hell is going on really now days. and its not even anything i can put my finger on. i feel left out like damn. what happened to the team. like damn i feel like were those your true colors or were they just something you liked for the moment. i mean i really don't no how to explain whats going on. i feel pushed to the side and forgetting like some old ass clothing trends....

and like feel like it don't matter like, "welp whatever's going on with me is my problem and doesnt include you". thats not a team effort. ball hog.Indian giver. loser. but real talk. i feel like if anything be real with me, its never been a factor before, so why is it now?. I've always been 100 with you. i feel like it should be the same exact way. and im not selfish i take what you say in consideration, and in return...i cant get it back. and seems like content.

i talked to Lajai, she said im overwhelming my self. that im thinking to hard, maybe i am. but ion no what to think when no ones tryna give me a direction. all i have is my instincts. and my nature instinct is to lock up. like ion no what to do. and for you to actually tell me whats really the deal would help greatly....

what a great b day present...

[oh...yeah.. my b day is Sunday...woohoo...]

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cant get you off my mind, your like my favorite song
just wanna turn you on, and work you all night long...


welp. my birthday is sunday. the twenty-seventh. the change of the world. imma be super loose..imma be happy as hell. ionno whatto blog about but anyway. this weekend was pretty boring. i didnt do a damn thing. but work. and that was even more boring. imma finish later

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Early In The Morning. And Im Gettin A Session.
And It Feel Good. Lol And Im Bloggin At The Same Time.
Woot.


Good Morning.
man i gotta go to work today. dont wanan go really but i guess. better than not doing shit. anyway i havent been on my shit lately. well really i mean i havent been feelin all that good lately i kinda feel like shit. but im alright. me and her been gettin along good. the 12th of april and all the other 12ths gon be good days from now on . and my BIRTHDAY THIS MONTH. 24 More Days Til My Birthday. ionno what im doing for my birthday. all i no is imma be 18, i dont want itto be boring. but i really just wanna spend it with her. that would make it the best birthday. if that dont happen then i think ...well i really dont no what imma do. anyways. shit nothing to much is going on with me. cept im still wanting to move. and im tryna get my mixtape together. im not really pushin it yet cuz i still need to put everything together.

so me and krystal been at war for like 3 weeks now. i think i won. hehehe. but if she give me this "black" then ill declare her the winner. its kinda hurtin my feelings. ion think so no how i feel about women and black. i reallly really wanted to see that. but any other color will do too. hehe
shit gets more and more serious each day. its crazy. i love Mrs Jones.

oh like real talk i do. every since i told her. i never regreted it.
 or never felt like i make a mistake. i made the right decision.
i no i did. and im kool with it. i feel like ive known her for years. when i been with others longer than her. but i no more about her. and i understand her more than anything.

welp, me and her bout to get back to this session.

[signing off.]

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