Thinking Back

ugh i hate jay adams. i been going through his blog. and this nigga reminds me of ..me. like a lot of the things your blog about, are alot of the things that i think about or things that run through my mind from time to time. for a arrogant person, you've been quite whiny this year my nigga. we gon have to get you another puppie or something.

thinking back on my past hmm. ive had a pretty interesting selection of women cometh and go.i also had pretty different experiences with "first times".my first kiss was at like six though, with this chick name valerie. the kids on the block made us kiss.back then i used to be allergic to pollen. so one day i happen to come out when a bunch of fucking pollen was falling, and it made my eyes water and red. everyone though i was crying over her. but i wasnt i eyes just felt like chopped onion were sitting on my face. so she ran home. ive seen her in recent years. makes me say each time "damn, you looked way better when we were kids". hmph,... oh well

every year of grade school til 7-9 grade ive had a girl friend. first girlfriend, in kindergarten i still remember her. i got her as soon as i got to the school. i forgot how we broke up. but i remember some how i ended up kissing her on the cheek. and she thought i was tryna talk to her again. and her cousin was in first grade with me. how ironic. me and my best friend at the time and his cousin was all over her. i remember my first crush. it was on thie game name Raven Durham. she was so beautiful too me. i dont no why but she was. even tho she dissed me for my nemesis/future bestfriend at the time george jackson. i remember i came to school with five dollars. and i showed it too her. this fast ass chicken head skeezer gon start crying and tell the teacher " Antione Stole Five Dollars Out My Purse ". i fought for my five bucks. i wouldnt give it up. its ever my five bucks....or my five BUCKS. anyway..

i aslo remember my first fight. it was actually with my bestfriend..at that time. i thought he throw a crayon at me. so i turned around, and he was the first person i saw. so i pushed him. he pushed me back we got to tussling and i threw him to a desk. i thought i was he-man. haha! i thought that would make raven like me more. but everyone in the class was like... "damn why you do that". i didnt get it. george was the cool kid. and i wanted to be like him then. i even beat em up and raven didnt even notice...ugh

first time grabbing girls on the ass. was in fourth grade. me and george liked the same girl name D'layne. ionno why we just did. it was this other girl i used to like name tiffany. anyway, me and george dated d'layne at the same time cause she liked us both. speaking of all this. i just noticed something. i used to take on the phone for the first time around 3rd or fourth grade... thats crazy. i wasnt letting my little sister used the phone til now, and shes in the 6th. i got suspended for sexual harassment for touching her on the ass on a field trip. she had a nice lil booty then. now it switched around cuz now days she got big tits. i saw her at a party like 2 yrs ago. she still looked the same.

i had a think for light skin. in fifth grade i was dating the sexy chick then. Kitten High. kitten...mmmmmm anyway. she was sexy and thick..and that was my first time having a chick with some big ass tits. like her shit was huge. and she loved me. we dated the whole school year. she was a freak too. i remember one day she put her foot up my pants try feel my dick. lol she used to always say i had a big dick. i think she the one who geek'd my head up. every chance she got she was touching on me or my dick. me i was trying look up her dresses and skirts and pulling her tits out.( oh i didnt do that til middle school).

Janee Legardy. short and sexy. i used to like her so much. i was in 6th grade and i had 3 girlfriends. i was also dating candice and this other tall thick chick, which i cant remember her name. they all was sexy. that was my first time tryna be a "player". the it all crumbled. candice broke up with me cuz i decided i was gon curse her out. laquisha or whatever that chick name was i broke up with her cuz she was too tall. and janae i broke up with her, just cuz i knew i could have her back. the following year i did.

9 grade. when i bust my first nut. i wont say her name. cuz she doesnt know she was my first. or maybe she do...we was ugly. i rode my bike so damn far for that pussy man. smh ionno why i did that. it took me like a hour and a half to get there. i climbed in her window and then it all started.
i acted like i was gon eat her out but, i didnt know wtf i was doing. u remember i snapped on her cause i thought i got her pregnant. i had the biggest headache and i was throwing up. i broke up with her a couple days afterwards.

getting head wasn't how i thought it would. this chick was drunk n high..olivia...smh. hope u not still bitter toward me. i been watch in too many pornos, so i thought id try having a intercourse with her face. ion think she enjoyed it as much as i did. she wanted me to return the favor. i said nah.

its crazy how things turn out. i thought i wouldn't have sex or anything when i was growing up. i thought i was too shy for chicks to like me. but actually i was always out going and chicks always liked me. so i remembered as i got older chicks tried to dis me. but i never let it faze me cause, i knew the truth. bitch im amazing!

fuck that

i havent touch thisshit in so long man. and i really dont care than i havent. i been low key then a mug lately. i really dont fuck wiht no body and today proves why. like nigga aint real as usual so lets keep it moving. i been working my ass off for months now. and got some thing to show for it. im bout to flippin homes very soon. soon is a drag and boring.. like dude shit really is irritating. like damn. anyway.

ntoo much shit been happening. i got robbed today shit was crazy.like i need to stop carrying all my money on me or i could of had all my shit took. nigga was a bum. like gunpoint barrel in the face type shit. like im kinda shook from that.

and im like done with all the rest of the bullshit. like im tired of starting shit and tryin fix shit with ppl who dont want shit fixed. like talk the shit to make a nigga wonder then be like on some other shit. like fuck it i cant fuck with it no more. its added headache.

make up yo mind. like its not hard to choose. you want one or the other. simple. like im sick of guessing games.

im changing alot of shit and im bout to havve my own shit when i move i already got a spot. lik shit happening hella fast.
but anyway im gone again im too irritated. fuck

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