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man im so super tired man. yesterday i got up at 10 and chilled before i got dressed at eleven. i got dropped off at the bus stop on 7mile to go all the way on the eastside, which from there is a hour drive.[well when your on the bus]. i didnt have to be there until 2 but i got off the bus at eastland mall at 12 49. took me fifteen minutes to walk to work. and i was thinking about everything i typed last night. thinking about how i didnt get to say what i wanted to say, and how does she feel. i made it to work at 1:05.
they was surpised i actually got to work earlier. it was a real mellow day like super slow. we wasall really just playing and thats about it. it was super boring like forreal forreal. 5 customers a hour. so
we was fucking with this nigga name james who complains like a lil bitch. lol he like 25 asking questions i knew since i was 12. he asked " if you got your girl pregnant and she dont get sick, can u get her symptoms?. yes dumbass you can..

it was like 7:53 and i got off. i walked to the gas station to get something to drink and walked back to eastland when i got the txts where we start talkin about yesterday. i gotto the bus and almost missed it so i ran. got to the bus headed to the back...

looking out the window i started thinking...and i noticed i was sleepy as hell. next thing i know the bus driver is yelling "young man! you gettin off at the end of this stop?...YOUNG MAN!"
im like "yes yes...yea i am"

i made it home.

i feel bad, its my fault and she right. but ionno if she was having a mood swing or if she was really mad because she really went off on me. and it was nothing i could say...i just was silent like wow.
i just want to have a conversation where we can just talk and i know everything would be good. because she no i understand her and vice versa.

i love' er.

i woke up this morning...feelin sick as hell. super sick...
im okay ... imma find something to do.

one.