i survive another day.

Yall Niggas are sicken.
constantly wondering df is goin on with me.
yall get no more recognition.

.......




yea, so back to bloggin. im gettin back to my rap thing now. tryna still find a name for the mixtape. lately i been on chill mode. like just layed back been relaxin. i didnt go to work this weekend because of my aunt passing and i went to the funeral. seeing her like that was crazy because when i think about it it really hits me about her. like i actually knew her. she actually was a person i spend time with in my life. who let me spend the nite over there house. who fed me. who drove me too school. who i got in a accident with. its crazy when i was writing this, i was so close to sheding a tear, because i still havent yet. but yea, i just had to get that out. i wish i could of spent more time with her. this making me think of how we need to appreciate life.

um, i been thinking about certain people who i let good. or havent spoke to in a minute. and i figured. if there meant to be in your life then things wouldnt be the way they are. so, imma keep this one short and just say its up to them.

Krys : you love me?
: ugh no.
: [pouts]
Krys : [rolls eyes]
: you love me?
Krys : i wouldnt say love.
: what would u say
Krys : like alot.
Krys : and leave it there
: yea thats how i feel. i no i dont love you in that sense, but i have deep feeling for you that i dont mind having
Krys : good.
Krys : so the feelin is mutual
: yes.
Krys : :)
: [heart smiley]


hmmm, real talk. i no its not love. i no i just never took no one as seriously as i take her. like i can say i have. but if u was in my shoes. you be know everytime she opens her mouth. its something that u dont have to second guess. grr. sometimes i be like df is goin on. then other times i be like " i like this shit". i was told im mean.
i think its from fuckin wit dum females and talkin to JAY alot. even tho i havent been lately, my nigga be talkin to china so he forgot about me. BROS BEFORE HOES MAN!.

i think i have moodswing. okay i admit it. maybe i do. cuz sometimes i be like okay. im kool. the next im rethinkin that shit. this is only occasionally.

im horny.[i kidd]
[gimme head til my nose bleed ]