here i go

well well well, look who it is.

its me tho, wow right. whats the with ppl tho. lets start with that. i mean, keep it real. like alot of shit has happned that got me llike damn who is really here to actually fuck with me. schools out and im just tryna enjoy my shit but ppl steadly bringin up new topics everyday that have nothing to do with them. like i try to be nice and ya know let the shit float on by but damn, now u bringin old shit back up. nigga keep it pushing. and then i dont no how many times i told the world jealousy a weak emotion. and niggas are having it worst and worst. i mean keep that weak shit to yo self.
me and pops are really on best of terms so everytime im around him we always gettin into the same convos and him and his baby momma double teaming tryna make me feel guilty and shit. but i dont. i really, dont have any emotions at this point. like shit dont reallly faze me. like im through lettin shit get to me.

we beeen getttin our shit together and thats whats up, arguiing and fighting is pointless, and feeling doubtful isnt kool either. i want shit to be straight. no drama no nothing. just real life shit. stuff that really matter. not stupid shit.

its eaarly as hell. ill blog forreal later

check

man what is it with you....

ive heard your hard to read
ive heard your the meanest perason
ive heard no one would accept you because of how you are
ive heard that with your attitude love wouldnt find you
ive also heard you were a bitch
ive heard you never let anyone in
ive heard you the most difficult to deal with
ive heard your stubborn
ive heard your a unsolved problem
ive heard you dont share your emotions
ive heard you keep everything hidden
i heard you have been hurt and but like "blahhh" when it comes to the "L" word....

but.....

i know your like a hard candy with a soft center
i know your sweet and kind
i know your easy to talk too
i know your shy, but has slowly opened the door
i know your mean, but not to me

i know i appreciate you
i know i wouldn't let what ppl say make my decision
i know that id never go anywhere.
i know you tell me you hate me
but i know the truth

i know your lucky dont get it twisted.
i got xray vision i see right through that
you love me.

fin.